Thursday, October 27, 2011

one of those days

today is just one of those days, where the grief seems insurmountable.

maybe it's because it's so gloomy and chilly outside.

maybe it's because i didn't sleep well at all last night. making me exhausted today and extra susceptible to the grief.

or maybe it's because i was just thrust against my will in a one-way conversation with the computer support person about how his daughter is turning 1 this weekend, and they are going to throw her a party. btw, if you care, he is just SO excited to see what she does with the cake they bought her. he's sure she is going to make a mess of it. {mind you, i asked for none of that. i was just calling to get my work computer fixed}

anyway, i'm not really sure why i'm in such a mood today. i guess it's just one of those days...

11 comments:

Kelly said...

:( Boo! Adam should be turning 1 in a little over 2 weeks. I so feel you on that whole conversation you didn't ask for. (((hugs)))

Deanna said...

I agree, Boo! So sorry that we have to prepare for every dumb conversation on the planet. ((hugs))

Angie said...

Ugh. xoxo

Brooke said...

Sorry about that conversation. Man, I hate people.

Jenny said...

One of those days here to.
Keep your head up, knowing that others get to experience what we didn't is one of the hardest things in this stupid ass journey.

In the words of the madagascar penguins. Smile and nod, smile and nod.

I love those guys lol. Thinking of you my dear friend.

Natasha said...

I'm having a crappy day too :( Sorry you had to hear all of that just to get your computer fixed. Hoping the day gets better for you.

Mary said...

I was out with Sam today and he was throwing things on the floor so I kept picking them up. Mind you, happily picking them up. Our waiter said "oh geez, I have kids too...I feel your pain." I had to silently count to 10 to not SCREAM at this man that he has no idea what pain is. I am sorry...you can always call me if you need me. Sending you love

Rona Fernandez said...

Sorry you had to go through that. People can be stupid sometimes. Sending positive vibes your way.

MrsH said...

You know, sometimes it's ok to tell people to just fix the computer...sending a big hug your way.

amourningmom said...

So sorry - how awful. sometimes I just try to change the subject but people do not always get the hint. Hoping you have a better weekend. Take care.

NewYearMum2.blogspot.com said...

Thinking of you over this difficult time... it's so difficult when others unknowingly talk about the very thing we miss at the time when it can hurt so much. My heart goes out to you. Love always xoxo

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