Friday, October 11, 2013

3 years

Dear Julius,

Tomorrow will mark your 3rd angelversary. I don't understand how its has been three years. It blows my mind. You are missed and loved just as much (if not more) now than you were then. The pain of losing you is just as intense. And you have never for one second been forgotten.

Tomorrow we will spend the day doing something as a family. Hopefully we will feel up to doing something a little fun in your honor - something that we wish we had been able to experience while you were alive. And since your legacy is about love, we will make sure that whatever we end up doing tomorrow we will do with love in our hearts.

The last few days have been really difficult for me, the days leading up to the 12th always are. Just remembering what we were doing 3 years ago and how drastically different our lives are is hard. I wish more than anything that you were here with us. We all miss you so very very much.

Please be close to me tomorrow. I will definitely need you help to get through this difficult day.

Loving you always and forever,
Mommy

10 comments:

Jessica said...

Lots of love sent your way!!!

Karol said...

Praying for you, dear friend. Praying peace and rest and comfort........and love........lots and lots of love.

Natasha said...

3 years is unreal.....I wish he was here. Sending love to you and remembering your sweet Julius always my friend.

Em said...

Sweet Julius

Susan said...

Much love to you Tiffany - remembering your gorgeous boy Julius xx

Mama Bear said...

Love to you xoxo

Laura McCannell said...

Thinking of your sweet boy along with you. Missing his beautiful soul.

xox

brigette said...

Xoxo Julius so sorry mama. Sending much love!!

Jamie Reese said...

Praying for you as Julius' angel day is almost here. The mental countdowns are so, so hard!! ❤️

Mary Thompson said...

Lots of love to you momma! Julius is watching over you all and I know he feels the love. May today be easy as possible on you as you celebrate a life cut too short.

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