Tuesday, December 7, 2010

and today is one of those days...

...that i can't seem to gather the strength to remind myself that there is still love and light in the world. just when i think i have a moment of clarity, it is gone like *that*. and so goes the cycle of grief. 1 step forward, 2 steps back...

all i want is my baby! :'(

13 comments:

Tiffany said...

*tears* hugs mama. Im here for you! <3

Trena said...

((hugs)) Grief is rough, and ugly. I had "my moment" last week. They hit out of nowhere. Lots of love and prayers for you. I'm here for you...if you need anything at all. ♥

Megan said...

There is nothing wrong with two steps back, just remember that! Don't be afraid to cry... it always helps! (And Julius will send your big drooly kisses from Heaven!)

Rachel said...

Praying for strength and peace!!! Love~

Jess said...

Lifting you up in prayer. {{{HUGS}}}

Esperanza said...

I cannot imagine how every day is not like that. I don't know how you go on. I'm sure don't either. Your son is very lucky to have such an amazing mother who loves him with all her heart, no matter where he is. I don't really have the words, and I know they wouldn't help even if I did. Please know that you're in my heart and in my thoughts daily. I'm so sorry for this path you have to walk. I wish I could help you make sense of it, but I know there is no making sense of these things.

Darcel @ The Mahogany Way said...

I woke up thinking about you this morning. My heart is breaking for you. I'm so sorry your going through this.

Curls O Fred said...

These down days are hard after having had a more clear perspective on other days. Big ((hugs)).

Angie said...

Sending you all my love today, Tiffany. Your baby boy is proud of his mama for all that you do. xo

Our Journey said...

I wish I could come and just be there for you right now...whether it be to listen to you, listen to you scream or cry with you. I pray right now that God put someone in path that will not try to solve your problems, but someone to help, if just for a moment, take some pain away.

MrsH said...

It's ok to break down once in a while. Better days WILL come, I promise.
Hugs

Marie W said...

Sending hugs and prayers your way.

Alesha said...

Sending you hugs and praying for your strength!

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